Sleepless nights
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Lets be fair to life, stop being selfish to yourself
Currently at shaamz’s house. I do feel like staying over her house not wanting to go back. I hate going back seeing all those strangers at home. They bugged me to go home, but I procrastinate them. Dad raved his anger at me for no reason and I just cant be bothered to entertain his talk, why not just hang up the call? Yes I did. Urghh fucktards. I’m suppose to follow my schedules,do art.But I didn’t manage to procure half of my art done, not a single touch on the sketchbook. Not a single glance on it. Damn! I totally got no mood to study or have the encouragement to revise. Sheesh. Urgh, im ravenous now,need to eat,eat,eat.
Hmmphh, i need money right now. Im friggin broke right now. Wallets basically having a big holes now and im now left with 4 bucks?which totally sucks?godamnit, what am i suppose to spend with 4 bucks?! ice-cream?snacks? oh my, thats insane! Im putting a frown on it, cos im only able to window shop. gahh!stupid holes!I splurge all my money on Thursday and now?!?kosong! not kosong actually. nyehees.I need to catch a movie, Hannah Montanna, anyone willing to watch?!? tagged me preety please, for sure with Khalisah presence. Talking about khalisah, oh bitch, im sorry if ive made you upset, didnt mean to. But look at my situation right now, its all tidious. I just cant make a right decision for myself. You know i dont intend to suspect you, im just saying that you're not helping me,it seems you knew about it, but its the matter of you informing me or not. thats it, not more than that.BLAH BLAH, im tired of exaggerate things that are not meant to make it big, just forget about it and continue as what we are doing. Btw girl, have a safe journey to Indonesia, going to miss you like hell for 6 days. Text me once you reach Spore!. Im craving for more and more and more clothes plus some pants to be worn with new blouses,sheesh, i need to seriously dragged my mum to buy a new jeans for me. err, grey colour preety pls. Ive been wanting that all this while. urghh, and i hope both of you are kind enough to increase my daily money.geez, dad seems to be selfish when comes to money, useless dad! nyahas! err, kidding i think, booo! Humaira! i miss you, gonna have a bitching and gossiping session with those threes on Monday by an unexpected girl.ahahs!
Bye!
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