Confusion
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Finally. I got to vent out my feelings to khalisah just now. It wasn’t a gossip or bitching session but a matter to express the feelings out. I just could not stop venting to her from the beginning we meet till the end we have to separate. I did shopping with Khalisah, I got the things that I want, high waisted pant, watch, blouse etc etc. 34 bucks flew off in one day. Sheesh. Mum was pissed off with me when I wanted to go out like as if ive gone out everyday. Whats with you? Its been two weeks since I last spent with my friend and now you are blabbering at me right on my ears? What the hell. Sometimes I just don’t understand your needs. You seem to ruined my life not understand my teenagers life. You raved at me for just a small little thing. Im just hoping that I wont loose any respect to both of you. Just pray for that. Shopping was the best damn thing that could release my stress, my tense, it totally fade away. Haizz. Now I can still endure with both of your behavior cos I love both of you now, but sooner or later, for sure I will blew off.
Hmm, roller blading at 7:30pm cancelled. Im totally tired. Khalisah thanks for hearing out.
Next aim: Long skirt, bangles, geek specs and studs. All this will be done in two weeks time before school reopen.
Toodles.
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