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Syafiqah Emran
I'm a cookie which is born out of a dough, and was being sent into an oven. My mother made me a chocolate cookie so that people would like me. I'm delicious, people liked me alot. But my destiny is very cruel. I found out that i'm born to be eaten. I'm helpless and afraid. But when i knew that i will bring people's happiness, i'm not that scared already. So i decided to sacrifice myself to make people happy. Cause i know i'm the best.

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It wasnt easy for me to accept this simple truth Teenage Rebellion My Last Breath If you cant be a miracle,be one continuation,, Dont be afraid to face the world. ... Let me trust you by dawn I know i've never reach your expectation I can stand what i know.Its what I dont know that ... No other man, Just you Wherever you are


It wasnt easy for me to accept this simple truth
Monday, January 24, 2011

Do you feel the same way I'm feeling? The nearer the date, the more arguments and the more insecure you will be? If possible I dont want to get up from bed and just sleep through the nights till the day arrive. Sigh. I cant stand looking at both of us envelope in misery. Its a sad situation. I hate this feeling.

Teenage Rebellion
Saturday, January 22, 2011

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I knew predictions were pointless, and besides, I could barely understand the past. These days, all I could say for sure that I was ordinary in a world that loved extraordinary and the realization left him with a vague feeling of disappointment at the life he'd led. Thinking back, I knew I had no one to blame but myself, and more than anything. I can be a bitch if life gets bitchier each day. Maybe you should know I never stopped loving you and I never stopped thinking about you. Yes, Trust is like a Virginity, I'm sorry.

My Last Breath
Thursday, January 13, 2011

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I had to choose between breathing and loving you. I would use my last breath to say I love you.
They’re not listening to me, only you does

If you cant be a miracle,be one
Sunday, December 5, 2010

Keep the past in your heart and future in your sight,and know the sun will still rise if you cant sleep. Happy third monthsary my dear. I'm glad to hear from you that you joined in the gaiety yesterday. While here I am, suffering of gastrict flu. Sometimes the box of toys is too big to move by myself. Maybe the bed is too wide to reach across to pull the sheets straight. Every single day, there are things I have to do that are too hard for me to do alone. I'm lucky to have you around.

If I start to cry today, I will just let the tears come. It is okay to cry, even if i dont know why

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

continuation,,

Dont be afraid to face the world. Be sincere and truthful to yourself and others. Karma's a bitch, let it do its job. A liar wont go far, cos one day they'll be trap; truth will reveal. Show your colours to the world, walk with pride and joy, from there you will know I'll be holding your hands and walk with you.

Let me trust you by dawn

Every day I get more afraid of giving my heart away. Scared of what love will bring. I'm too nervous to hear the words you'll say. I find myself lost in you, not sure if I want to be. I see the looks that you give, and wonder what you see in me. I dont want my heart broken, But, I am so in love. I cant seem to give up. A guy sent from above, so I'm gonna trust you. Please dont let me down. I am giving you chance to turn my life around. Dont take it for granted, cos it might not last long.

I know i've never reach your expectation
Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Me,i'm scared of everything. I'm scared of who i am, what i did, but most of all i am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way i feel when i'm with you. Ask yourself, do you feel like the way i feel?

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I can stand what i know.Its what I dont know that frightens me.
Thursday, November 18, 2010

Everybody is frightened sometimes. Loud thunder and a bright flash of lightning scares me. I dont want being scared to keep me from doing something I really want or need to do. I'll just go slow, be brave, and do it anyway. When being scared means I need to be careful, I will pay attention and be careful. No I'm not scared of loving you. I will take my time in everything I am doing, so I can keep my fears small.

To be trusted by those who love us, we need to tell the truth. The reason if i lie is because I'm afraid that telling the truth will get them into trouble. But I was told it works just the opposite of that. If I tell 'you' a lie and 'you' catches me at it, then I'm in a trouble for sure. But promised me not to getmad if i always tell the truth, even if what I did was not so good. I've not been lying. I've never betrayed your love. I will always tell the truth. Lying makes things too complicated for us, anyway. 

"My dear Picaresque, you came into my life and make me fly again. You twinkled my heart with your perfections. The only guy I treasured the most. Please don't stop saying 'I LOVE YOU'. Hold me tight and I'll hold you tight. Never let it loose."

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No other man, Just you
Wednesday, November 17, 2010

In my dreams, I am free from falling.

Wherever you are
Tuesday, November 16, 2010



I love that feeling.You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like its going to be okay.When you're hopeless as can be and life is going nowhere,there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop and we get this feeling , that cant be described, hahs.You just feel like everything is going to be alright. Like the world stop spinning for a second and everything was clear. There's no lies in between us. I love you.

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There's a little truth behind every "just kidding"

I wish you were here to take away this pain. But i dont see you around.

How strange the moon is
Friday, November 12, 2010

Sometimes i look back and see all of the mistakes i've made,remember the promises that were broken,the lines that were redrawn,the tears that were shed,and everything i could have done differently but i guess i dont really want to change a thing because it brought me to where i am now,to you,and that makes it all worth it.

Happiness is one bite away
Tuesday, June 8, 2010

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OMG its raining! hell yay! I'm sorry i couldn't sent sis off to airport. I was hell tired and sleepy since my schedule this time round totally sucks. I'm hoping you've got a safe journey to and fro and i'll most probably miss your craps even though you're being a bitchy almost every time. pfft. Dad been controlling me ever since i've been reaching home late nights, sometimes he dare not to sleep and wait for my come back. It seems so ridiculous, i mean i've already legally turn 18 and i think i'm aware of my timing. It's not that i want to reach home late?!?duhh! You cant stop yourself blabbering on me, which makes me think that it's always my fault. and sometimes mum gave me a cold look. it just irritate and annoy me alot. tsk. i'm not being a nuisance or nonsense all this while, tho. i'm trying to make things change. okay.
So I won’t hesitate no more. It cannot wait, I’m sure, there’s no need to complicate. Our time is short, this is our fate: I’m yours

nahh!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010

It's a matter of time before you will truly appreciate a person.It's a matter of chance before the right person comes at the right time and at the right place.Nobody really knows how the world works.Nobody really understands how the universe will conspire for you to meet the person you will love or have connections with.It just happens.You just smile and the story begins.

Bring it on
Tuesday, April 20, 2010

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I don't want to haggle with you. Its just a small matter and i don't wish to exaggerate it. I'm currently at work and enjoying my free time here. hees.

Left Behind
Monday, April 19, 2010

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 I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. You’re such a bustard!

A miss
Monday, April 5, 2010

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I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

I’ve got to really plan out my time management cos I really sucks in managing time. I multi-task almost everyday and I almost stressed out. That shouldn’t be the way. I want to believe in it all again>>in art, fate, and love. And I want to believe that I’ve made the right choice and that I’m on the right path and there’s still time to fix the mistakes I’ve made. And I guess I want hope. I don’t want to be left alone behind. I need to start studying now. enough with entertainment, it brings you nowhere. I’ve got to control myself or it’ll get worst. I believe in karma, time is always not by our side. Time to get myself settled down with calculators and assessment book in front of me. That’s it, its changing. I’m looking forward for tomorrow, working with the awesome people. Tomorrow will only be Su and Me. She’s in the morning and I’m in the afternoon. So I will do the closing which I’m still unclear off. But R says someone will assist me. Hmm, who will that person be??

I’m sorry I’m not who you thought I was, but what’s happened is in the past and all I can do is try to change and if you can’t accept that, then you weren’t who I thought you were

Hang On
Wednesday, March 3, 2010


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I will be back updating about the trip to Batu Pahat. I’m bed ridden for almost a day. I can hardly get up or walk to the kitchen. Sigh.

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 i need this world to stop, just for a while until i figure out how i’m gonna get my life back on track. Because I’m way far behind and everybody else is ahead of me, fret not. All I want to do now is stay at home and kick off these incredibly painful shoes, eat pizza and watch some really bad TV where people’s lives are more screwed up than mine, hehe, better not, cos that’s just gonna fright me off. Tomorrow is my official last day, I’m pretty sure I’m gonna miss those awesome people, especially my supervisor, who actually love to disturb me. Haha! We’ve been cracking jokes and bursting out laughter which only both of us would know. hahs!, the madness in us huh! (you know I know). 3 consecutive days of not attending work really bore me off. Every time the sunlight penetrates through my glass window of my room, I know its already morning, so I bathe out and quickly go out. When the moon appear, I’m already home. I look upon the stars and I like the stars. It’s the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they’re always flaring up and caving in and going out. Sigh, I should change the way I am now. It totally sucks things out and turns out to be disappointing. Ouh, craps, I hate it even. Now I feel so lazy to attend work, ok better not, I’ve got to enjoy last day of work, sheesh. So this post is meant to be posted on Saturday, 27 March, but I didn’t got the time to publish it up. Hehs!

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010


Just because somebody flirts with you doesn’t mean they like you. Just because somebody likes you doesn’t mean they want to go out with you. Just because somebody goes out with you doesn’t mean they love you. Just because somebody loves you doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you. Because people lie and things change, boyfriends cheat, best friends leave and there are always those people that would kill to see you fall.

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