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Syafiqah Emran
I'm a cookie which is born out of a dough, and was being sent into an oven. My mother made me a chocolate cookie so that people would like me. I'm delicious, people liked me alot. But my destiny is very cruel. I found out that i'm born to be eaten. I'm helpless and afraid. But when i knew that i will bring people's happiness, i'm not that scared already. So i decided to sacrifice myself to make people happy. Cause i know i'm the best.

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Pernahkah kau merasa, hatiku hampa?
Its a great day to hang out with the cliques.Back to last time and its always going to be the four of us.I managed to buy the stuffs that i want and i splurged my money on 2 dresses and one birthday present.awesome and sastifying though.I'm going to shop more of clothes preety soon and not to forget sandals that ive been aiming for.hurhur.I've not been getting enough rest for this past few days and feeling rather down every night.Been sleeping preety late at 2am spending time on internet and like duhh,chatting of course.hahas!I've already started on 'O' level art and on the path to start on layouts.Tomorrow is the last day of M.Y.E, nothing to be happy about anyway.Results going to be damn disappointing and i just cant be bothered.I just do what i can do and thats it.
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As said above,i'm feeling rather down this past few days and i just have to force myself to be happy infront of everyone that im seeing.I rather keep it to myself and not story it to anyone.
yes khalisah i know what nadhirah said it to you is true,"nadhirah told me if you're unhappy about something that your friend has said or done its better you confront him/her rather then tolerate it and say "its okay" cos you know your heart will pile up vengeance each time he/she criticise you.if you are unhappy talk to them".ouh well,rather than i confront, its better for me to keep it to myself and feel hurt.I rather feel hurt than someone else feels hurt now.its okay,i shall endure with the things around me.Only thing that i can do to heal myself is to just cry it out, and whatever it is life must go on.yeeps.Thanxs Khalisah,five years of knowing you,and it must stay long.
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Talking about criticism,must i die like Leona Afiqa Wilson?A girl who comitted suicide after no longer able to handle her depression,one of the causes were from the impact of the hate-tags on her tagboard.hmmmph,this is what happen when you are unable to handle depression due to hate-tags!.yargh,you people cant help,because you guys dont know how it feels when being criticise by some people.try feeling being critisice,yes it do really hurts.People intend to find solution to end it,but there's nothing they can do just to shut people fucking damn mouth.We dont have the power nor rights to shut their mouth cos they own it and they have the rights.One solution to it,is just die.Whereby,we dont have to be depressed anymore,free from critisicm and out of sadness.Maybe one day,if i can no longer endure it,i shall follow her move and be in my own land.
I shall end here,im feeling down not to this reasons but to something else.Something came across my mind,and readers,please tell me, what will you do if you like that someone and that someone likes you but the one you care alot, likes that someone too.hmmm??
To Leona Afiqa Wilson,
May you rest in peace and be happy always.
*Amin*
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